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The Jackass Chronicles

Ryan Field

Other than that, the weekend was great. Caught up on my sleep on Friday and watched my Netflix movies and ate a cheesesteak. Saturday was the game and I met ALL of J's family. Weird, but not weird because it wasn't one of those "we've been dating for a while, now you should meet my parents" thing. It was more of a "we're all going to the game together and I have an extra ticket." Which is perfect. I hope that for once, I can move slow and decided if I really like the guy before I find myself in a Relationship. Snore.

"Ravenous" is a disgusting, disgusting, bloody, disturbing, freaky movie. I had to turn it off Friday night b/c I feared that I would have strange dreams. I finished it on Saturday morning. Horrible. Disgusting.

I think I may watch it again tonight.

No one in my family has mentioned Thanksgiving yet. I am so scared of it. What's it going to be like? What am I going to say to my brother? What's he going to be like? Is he even going to want to come? What has he been doing the past 2 months? Am I over what happened? I am but it's still going to be bizarre beyond belief.

Every time I walk around my neighborhood, I fear that I'm going to run into Paul and I'm going to say something snotty like, "Oh wait, it's after business hours, can we still be seen talking?" I'm so mad that I confided in him and that he was the first and only one I talked to about what happened and then he turned around and acted like that.

But I would probably just run into the McDonald's parking lot and puke on my shoes.

I'm hella pissed that Cartoon Network has completely forsaken "Home Movies" for the fucking Oblongs on Sunday night.

Cartoon Network is dead to me.