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The Jackass Chronicles

Tardpants part deux

I think itís got to be over with me and the Mexican. Heís too jealous and insecure. I told him straight up when we met that insecure guys was my history and I wasnít going to put up with guys being neurotic or insecure with no good reason. Since we stared dating in December, heís stomped off in a COMPLETELY UNWARRANTED huff of jealousy about 5 times, give or take one. I canít take it anymore. He did it again on Thursday. I guess I was supposed to follow him out of the bar, but instead I left him a voicemail saying, ďIf you left for some jealous macho bullshit reason, Iím going to be really mad at you.Ē Not only was that the truth, but I find out today that he cornered Scott and started talking to him about how Erich and I used to go out and ďwouldnít that make you feel weird?Ē even though it happened a BAJILLION years ago and was no great love story anyway on top of storming out because I wasnít paying enough attention to him. I spend ALL OF MY TIME with him. I donít know what else I can do to convince this guy that he is the only one. Iím through trying.

And donít even get me started on the whole tiff we had over me not telling him how many guys Iíve slept with. He actually stewed over that one and was still thinking about it 3 days later.

You know what journals are good for? When you actually write stuff down and see it all on paper, it makes the decision to dump someone pretty easy. Like with Tardpants and me. Once I saw how many entries I had devoted to him being a jackass, it was easy.

Itís starting to get that way with the Mexican now.

Ugh. I am getting tired of the dating pool. For serious. I do not want to get back out there.